Twelve Weeks Today!

I still sit and wonder where the time has gone. I know it will only fly by faster as Gracelyn gets older but it already seems oh so fast. She has changed so much in the past twelve weeks. She is starting to sit up and loves her quiet time. This usually consists of Baby Praise DVD (Just like baby Einstein but with worship songs) and her play mat. This is time when she is okay to be by herself and I can find the time to get some things done using BOTH hands instead of one like usual ;) She smile all the time!! She squints her eyes, wrinkles her little nose and opens her mouth ... SO CUTE!!
Because I work now on mondays and fridays (nanny and preschool home schooling) she take a bottle and I don't get to feed her on the days she stays home with someone. This has definitely decreased my milk supply. I pump but I just don't get that much. Along with that, she is sleeping for longer periods during the day and night so once again I skip out on some feedings. It is weird because it seems as if she is weaning herself off of nursing already...she is not interested at all and would much rather be doing anything but laying down and eating. she takes a bottle so well and sits still for that but not when i am feeding her.. no just two or three minutes into it she rolls and moves and kicks and squirms and grunts and grabs and pinches as if it is the worst thing ever. Other times she just falls asleep right away :(
Her poor mommy is so confused on what to do