A Joyful Heart!

I cannot express how moved I am from all of your encouraging comments and sweet sweet messages! So many of you took the time to write me and send love and hugs. So many of you said nothing but prayed and kept praying... you are still praying... because I can feel it... I HAVE been feeling it! I know so many of you have been praying! God used so many of you to speak truth! In so many ways the Lord comforted by speaking through all of my sweet devoted readers! My heart had a little hole in it and God filled it with HIM! Not only did he take away the tears and fears but he has filled that hole with JOY! I have JOY! ONLY our mighty and powerful Lord could do that! He knew that I needed to speak my heart because He knew I would hear HIM through others! At first I was so afraid to try again for another baby in fear of losing another precious life, but in the last days I have noticed my heart healing... and I am beginning to actually anticipate God's blessings with another baby!

How is it that such pain could touch so many... how is it that such vulnerability would bring so many sisters in Christ together. You all moved me and somehow my words moved others... this is all because of our divine unity in the Lord! How blessed I am to know others that have gone through it before and are now stronger!

Thank you Thank you to everyone! Your uplifting words continue to play over and over in my head!
I have the wonderful blessing of an opportunity to nanny for the sweetest 6 week old baby girl starting next month. Today I held her in my arms and felt hope! God was showing me through this baby girl that He is faithful!! I can't wait to spend each day with that precious little face... always reminding me of God's goodness!

.... I sit here and think of how blessed I am....

I love you all and again I thank you for your thoughts and prayers!

Love, The Joyful Mrs.